Broken headgear and emotional outbursts?
People around you starting to act like you’re being repetitive?
Driving everyone nuts, starting with yourself?
Maybe you own a spaceship you haven’t built yet.
Maybe it’s OK to act a bit “weird” or “unorthodox” or “like a fuckin’ weenie” so long as you have a main directive you believe in.
Also, make sure to speak up when everyone else is dicking around during a crisis.
P.S.: I’m pretty sure a lot of excellent people act this way all the time and not just in stories.
I hope I’m right about that.