That confirms it…

I’m definitely depressed again.


I can already tell

this time’s going to be a lot worse.

I usually have a vague sense of hope that things aren’t always going to be so bad,

but I do not have the energy for hope this time.

All I have to do is be mostly silent and cry a bit

and everyone leaves me alone.

This is too easy.

This is how I know it’s going to be worse this time.

This is just how it is.

This is what it’s like to be nothing.

This is who I am now.


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